my apologies for not writing in a while its just that i feel like words have run out of letters and the last ones left in the bag just don’t fit with me these days. it’s a language that doesn’t fit, it just isn’t me. i apologize for not writing in a while, my fingers seem to be stuck together. life is getting in the way of living. i’m falling behind.
i don’t really understand how i am suppose to more on from you when every time i close my eyes to go to sleep i dream about you and the things we did do. my subconscious doesn’t want to let go, its not me.
you are going to catch a cold from all that ice inside your soul.
i can’t find my heart these days, seems that i have lost it. i tried to look at the sky to see if i could find it because i figured if my head was in the clouds so would my heart. i will never trust anyone again.
i finally realized just how parched i have always been. i’ve always wanted you even when i had you i could drink from you forever more. i am still just as thirsty as i was the first day i saw you from across the street. you and that scooter.